Talking

Today I have discovered  the power of talking, I am not proud to say that over the last few days some animosities have built up between me and my girlfriend. They where not petty but they where small and I let these problems get a hold of me and turn me in to something I didn't like. Instead of talking out these little problems and misunderstandings, I let myself fall in to the trap of manly stubbornness, instead of thinking in a constructive way, I was thinking along the line of "why the hell should it always be me to fix the world?" When in reality it was party my-fault, I stress the party my fault bit, thus attributing 50% of the responsibility to fix it on my shoulders but in my stubborn state I could not manage it.

After two separate conversations me and my girlfriend where brought together in a renewed state of confidence for each others feelings and likely reactions and where able to put aside each others reservations and resentments with the vested interest of wanting to be happy again and not hurting each other. We went off and had a wonderful chat, we where able to lay are feelings and problems on the table and clearly, methodically set things good again.

The out come of this was that I remember how beautiful she is as a person, why I am so stupid for behaving the way I did and how lucky I am to have her and call her mine. Some one as incredible as her are a rare commodity and with her being with me that pushes her value up massively, I could easily lose her to someone better then me. Now I have her that means other people surely will want her so I have to careful. So I have to thank how just with the power of words I was able to turn a deteriorating miserable situation in a happy wonderful one for the both of us in a matter of minutes. And this whole thing was sealed with a powerful hug, you could feel the love undulating with in us and though us, this was a beautiful moment by the waters edge and Ill remember it in the fondest way for ever. If I have learnt something, then sometimes it takes a little bit of trepidation and fear to fully appreciate how amazing and tantalising my girl is and I definitely wont be making that mistake again!

If you take anything from this then it is make sure you value what you have, just take a second to sit back and appreciate the wonder of some of the people around you and how special they are to you, because before long if you don't appreciate them then they will soon disappear.

This is my second infatuation. 

Love the Animosity Kid x