This is more then a moment in time, this is a dream I'm following.

Hello everybody. I am exceptionally worried about writing this blog since it is an incredible subjective sensitive topic, I can just hear Christie telling me to not write it but based on the fact it really is a matter of opinion and I only intend to write about the good stuff I am sure I wont upset or offend anyone so here goes.

My plan for this weeks blog is to tell you about some of the most beautiful people in my life, for anyone that knows me they will be no doubt aware of my forward style of social etiquette and my readiness weather it is wanted or not to give my opinion on peoples looks. Over the years it has got me in to some trouble but predominantly it has brought joy to people. I just enjoy telling people if I think there beautiful, there have been occasions when girls faces have lit up because I have told them there beautiful purely because no one has ever said it before, the happiness I have brought to people gives me a wonderful feeling. I find it extraordinary that more guys don't speak there mind but they don't and that is there choice.

Now for the hard bit, deciding who to write about? I am going to say from the out set that this was a very hard choice that I spent a long time over it and the only reason I did not include more was I didn't want the post being to long so please don't be offended if I didn't write about you.

Right that is the disclaimers and  introduction sorted now we can get on with the fun bit. This is not in any particular order so don't bother asking me if it is.

First off I want to start with someone who I did not always see as beautiful, she was one of those girls that one day when you went in to school you just happen to catch her eye and go wow, damn! Carly May Gabler or as is universally agreed our Emma Watson look-a-like has and this is no understatement some of the best eyes in the world. When she looks you in the eye you better grab hold of something because you may find your knees going weak also and now I know I am going to upset some people, she possible has the best hair in the world! She has the most lustrous, long, flowing hair in this ethereal brown, it is stunning to behold and just beckons you to run your hands though it. But don't just go up and do that, ask first!

Second on my list of unimaginable beauty is a girl who when ever pushed for the most attractive girl I would normally say and yes I know I said there was no order or winner to this but I can't help what I have always said. Fern Kenyon-Hamp is with out any shadow of doubt pissing off angels when she walks out her door in the morning. If you asked me to find a criticism about her then I could not find one, Fern is so beautiful I can't find appropriate words that would do her justice, she has an angelic allure. She projects out this enticing, intrinsic, fascinating beauty, I don't no if you would say she was a stereotype beauty, I don't think she is but she has an inherent beauty that is impossible to ignore when she is around. I dare you to try! You will find your self being drawn to looking at her and you have to check yourself and remind yourself not to stare. I imagine on many occasions I have failed at this.

Third on this journey of discovery, I have opted for a girl called Louise Clarke. She is relatively knew in my life and I was fortunate to meet her though a friend. I remember walking in to the room and seeing her for the first time and many chemical reactions all got very confused in my head as they tried to get them selves heard by my brain resulting in my blood being a dangerous cocktail of dopamine and testosterone. Also Louise has a bit of a unfair advantage on some other girls because she is exploiting my soft spot. Yes ladies and gentlemen I have a thing for ginger hair, I don't no what it is but it is just so sexy, more sexy then beautiful. She also has a gorgeous little figure which plays havoc with your mind when your trying to talk to her, "Look at her eyes Jaye not her boobs". You have to repeat that sentence in your head over and over again other wise you will fall victim to the most guyish of crimes. Lets face it we have all done it. If anything Louise is proof of how much beauty can make an impression on you if you want it too in a short amount of time.

Forth on the list and perhaps the least obvious one so far is a lovely girl called Louise Cannings but it is for an obvious reasons. Louise has earned her place in this select list because of her hair and eyes. Seriously just go and have a look at some of her photos and prepare for the sheer beauty, her eyes don't mess around with the job of impressing the hell out of you. I honestly wonder if she removed her eyes and replaced them with galaxies because they are that beautiful and entrancing. And then when your limbic system is all ready struggling with the amount of signals your eyes are drawn to the brilliant hair providing a beautiful frame for the gorgeous face and hopelessly impressive eyes. Now you're limbic system is crying for submission. I really am not sure how to end this one apart from I think and I really hope she does not mind me saying this, that she is part of a group of hidden gems, a collection of truly beautiful girls who perhaps get over looked or just not noticed and that is a shame because this beauty is there to be appreciated.

Finally I have saved perhaps the most controversial person for me to comment on to last just because I was arguing with myself over weather to write this but I have decided I am because there is fundamentally nothing wrong with it. Nina Wells as your probably aware was my girlfriend and there for it will be hardly revelatory news that I should find her beautiful but that's the thing, I don't understand myself why she is so gorgeous. There is something about her, it being the lovely shade of green in her eyes, the softness of her skin or the beautiful smile but I can't drill it down to one definable thing. There is just something about her that makes my mind go mad, if anyone can provide a decent summary or explanation to her unreal beauty then please send me it.

I think what I am trying to say guys and girls is that beauty is very much in the eye of the beholder but don't be afraid to tell someone if you feel it. Don't you think the world would be a better, nicer place if we all complemented each other? I just want to make people feel good about them selves and there are countless other people I could have written about like Alex Kimble, Melody Hargreaves, Carly Mcgreevy, Eleanor Revil, Rosie Walsh, Rachel Bate, Rachael Taylor, Rocky A-D, Shelby Anne Margaret, Christine Thomson and you know the list go on. 

So please for me everyone reading this send a message to someone you know and just say how beautiful you think they are and then at least we can say we are making a little contribution to making the world a better place.

                                               Happiness through the truth!

 Love the Animosity Kid x  

Be clearly aware of the stars and infinity on high. Then life seems almost enchanted after all.

We are really running out time now, summer continues to dwindle and as we get closer to the inescapable day of results I feel a sudden and rapid acceleration in the time, I do not want results day to come, I really am fearing the grades I will have achieved, out of all my friends I think I am in the most precarious of positions because they are all super intelligent high A* achievers and well I am not that. Also there are all pretty much guaranteed on there chosen courses because 1) You generally only need a C where as there all aiming for A's. 2) They have got 5 years of teacher, student relationships behind them so the teachers know them and want them on the courses and finally. 3) The school has a group of students that no matter what they achieve they want them at there 6form and not one of the schools competitors, they call it the Fairy tale group. The school knows that even if they screwed there GCSE's up they can get good results out of them at AS and A-level so they will do what ever they can to get them. These students are normally set 1, self motivating, assets to the school and all my friends certainly fit that criteria.

Me on other hand am in a slightly more precarious position because I am not like my friends. I have a hatred for homework, I can not just grasp work and ideas the way they do and because I am not bothered what the teachers think of me I have never been particular self motivated to work off my own back. Trying to revise was hard enough. While they fight hammer and tongs for the top marks in the school I am toiling with C and B, and although they are undeniably good grades by most standards I know that 6from is not right for me, I do not posses that inherent ability to self study, sit in classrooms and get talked at or revise for exams the way my friends can so I have had to look for alternative. And that in lies the problem.

I looked around the other schools and collages and it became apparent that there really was only one course for me. Which in some ways is a good thing because I didn't have to decide or feel like I was compromising. A level 3 B-tech in motorsport engineering, this seemed like a incredible opportunity, a well rounded all encompassing course which lead me straight in to the University course I would want and the career I had always dreamt of. I would be designing, fabrication, machining, building and competing my own race cars and gaining a highly respected qualification all at the same time. So the only thing I would have to do is get a B in maths, oh dear. I have tried as hard as I can to get the grade I need but would I achieve it? I was all ready a border line B student but now I have to get it and there is no alternative. I don't have 5 year relationships with teachers or fairy tale groups to fall back on so that is why I am so scared, if I don't get that grade what am I going to do?

I am very resentful to my friends for there brilliant work ethics. I hold them all in the highest respect for there ability to work hard and achieve high. I wish I could be in the same position as them sitting pretty on almost guaranteed grades, it would take a brave or very stupid person to bet against them that is for sure. So I am just going to have to pray to a god I don't believe in and does not exists that I get the grades I need and that the equally fictitious god of exams is smiling on me and takes pity.

One good thing is that I am going to make some money either way out of it, some of my friends have turned this offer down from there parents for some wired moral reason but as I am not one for turning down easy money and the way I see it I have worked for long enough to earn this. I am getting money for my grades. If I get a A* in German I get £250 although that is a special exception, for everything else I get £100 for an A*, £50 for an A, £25 for a B and £15 for a C. So if my get all my predicted grades I will get a lump sum of drum role please...     £170. And yes I am thinking the same as you. Shopping!

So I think the last thing to say is good luck to all my friends, competitors and enemies! I hope we all get what we set out to achieve and perhaps more then we ever thought possible. Who knows, personally the whole world is out there and I don't no about you but I intend to make an impression, leave a legacy and be remembered.

Love the Animosity Kid x